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I go to day shift, scared of change, worried about what the other dispatchers may think, worried that I won't be accepted. I get told that I'm making them feel bad and that I am acting like I'm too good for them. I don't want to put off that deminor but I've went from answering one phone to hanging up and answering again. To non stop activity.  Now, it's relaxing, less stressful, and the people are just more relaxed. no hurries no worries.

I'm just not used to change. I've had alot go on within the last two weeks and I'm not worried about work.
I'm not getting sleep. My puppy is sick, they cannot find out what is wrong with him.
I do say things like "2 more hours to go" but hell i've done that on every shift. Just something I do. I don't do my job just for the paycheck but until I get into the swing of it and it's something my body is adjusted to, I think I will love it more.
Just wish things would fall into place for me.